A person who always cry... It's me @@

Today, I woke up when 8.45 o'clock...
Because later I got a tuition class while 9.30-12.00...
After I tuition, I went back home, and I saw my sis still sleeping...
I worried if I go in our bedroom, snd she will woke up, yesterday she slept when 4.00am to do her homework, so I think she is still tired...
I walked to the sofa, and seat down... I took out the tuition work to readed...
But actually I was very tired too, after 10 minutes, I already went to dream...
And then when I woke up, I heard my mum said that she is tired, so I got up and walk toward her for asked her what I can help her...
And she gave me some vegitable (for dinner)... So I took it and put on the table...
Suddenly, my mum told me that she is going to England, because of work...
I cried, I never say anything, I just cried... I really very hate to take part of it... I don't want to leave my mum...
And actually next year May, my sis is going to England too, but she go there for study... I really very sad when I heard this news...
My mum saw me cried, she told my sis...
'Aiyo~ Mi, your sis is crying la!'
'Hoho... Why you wanna say that you are going to England soon?!' (I cried some more loud)
'Crystal, I was just joking la... I won't leave you all...'
---------------------- ... Hm... I just wanna say ... ----------------------
I am a person who really very sensitive! I really wanna cry, just cry... Wanna laugh, just laugh...
But... Sometimes cry is actually loud than laugh... Hm... I think I need to be more brave!!! (I am actually trying... >U<)